Friday, May 28, 2010
ARGGHH.I FUCKING HELL HATE MEET THE PARENTS SESSION.EVERY OF THEM.NOW MY PARENTS SO DAMN ANGRY WITH ME.ME AND MY DAD ARE LYK TOTAL STRANGERS.MY MUMS OK WITH ME DISAPPOINTED.I WOULD RATHER SHE SCOLD ME MAN.AT LEAST I NOE THAT SHES NORMAL THEN.I CRIED.CRIED IN FRONT OF DRAGONS FACE.NOT THE BIG CRY BUT FACE WAS RED TEARS AME DOWN.NOT BCAUSE MY MUM SCOLDED ME.BECAUSE I FELT THAT I WAS USELESS AND NOT A GD DAUGHTER.SO SAD COULDNT GO TO CHERYLLS HOUSE TODAY AND I MISSED THE FUN.THEY POSTED PICS ON FACEBOOK MAKE ME SO JEALOUS.SOMEMORE NEXT TUESDAY I THINK GOT CLASS OUTING.I THINK I WONT BE ABLE TO GO EITHER.FUCK LA.
what we could have been, 7:56 AM.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
STEPH CAME MY HOUSE YESTYERDAY AFTER SCHOOL.OBVIOUSLY,MY PARENTS DIDNT KNOW.SO IT WAS KINDA LIKE A ILLEGAL SNEAK IN AND WE WERE BOTH LIKE QUITE SCARED.SHE SAID Y HOUSE WAS CREEPY AND SCARY CAUSE OF THE WHITENESS AND EMPTYNESS,I THINK CAUSE TOO NEAT FOR HER LIAO.AND THEN AFTER EATING,WE WENT TO THE NEARBY PLAYGROUND AND TOKE LOTS OF PICTURES.:DYESTERDAY WAS SO AWESOME.TODAYS MY DOOM DAY,MEET THE PARENTS AND I HAVEN TELL THEM ABOUT MY REPORT BOOK YET.
what we could have been, 7:37 PM.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
ARGHH.HE IS IRRITATING.NOW HAVING MATHSW IN COM LAB.EVERYONE IS USING COM AND HES THE ONLY BODO HOW DOESNT KNOW THAT.MAYBE CAUSE HE IS NOT A YOUNGSTER?HAHARHX.ANOTHER MATTER.CARNATIION WHEN TOWUXI,CHINA.AND SHES GONNA GO FOR A MONTH AND SHE DIDNT TELL ME.DOESNT SHE KNOW THAT BESIDES ONLY WHOEVER SHE THINKS NOE HER AND CARE ABHOUT HER,THERE ARE STILL MANY OTHER PPL WHO CARE ABOUT HER IN THIS WORLD.MORE THAN MANY OTHER PPLS SO CALLED CARE. I WONDER HOW SHE IS DOING IN CHINA??WONDER IF SHE FEELS COLD OR FEEL GUILTY ABOUT MAKING ME WAIT FOR SO LONG JUST FOR A REPLY.AND SHE HASNT WRITTEN ME BACK THE LETTER AND SHE WENT TO CHINA AND SHES GOING FOR A MONTH.THAT WOULD MEAN I WILL NEED TO WAIT FOR 1 MONTH PLUS 2 WEEKS FOR A LETTER IF THAT IS THE CASE.
CURRENTLY,IM EMO.OR MAYBE FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS TOO.I WOULD CRY FOR HER.I SOUND WEIRD.SNORESSSS.
CURRENTLY,IM EMO.OR MAYBE FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS TOO.I WOULD CRY FOR HER.I SOUND WEIRD.SNORESSSS.
what we could have been, 5:44 PM.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
FINALLY JUBILATE IS OVER!!!I WAS SO DAMN FREAKING SCARED WHEN I HEARD THE AUDIENCE COMIN IN.I JUST HAD TO THINKK OF CARNATION AND THE PPL THAT GAVE ME FLOWERS.I HATE BEING THE 1ST PERFORME=ANCE.YOUR BUTT HAVE TO BE THERE FOR 15-20MIN AND YOU CANT MOVE.ANYWAYS,THANKS TO THE PEEPS WHO GAVE WO FLOWERS.XENIA,NICOLE,TERESA,NATALIE,GEORGI,SIYING,CARNATION!!!****,ALL MY SENIORS AND THOSE OTHERS CANT RMEMBER.
what we could have been, 9:14 PM.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
TODAY ,DURING RECESS WA S THE VERY FIRST TIME THAT CARNATION ACTUALLY TOOK THE INIATIVE TO SAY HI TO ME!!!!!WELL ,ALTHOUGH NOT REALLY A HI BUT A WAVE IS COUNTED AS A SILENT HI SO EQUALS TO A HIIIII!!!AT LEAST BETTA THAN NOTHING.AND THE VERY FIRST TIME I WASNT PAISEH IN FRONT OF HER I JUST DONT NOE Y.THE NONE PAISEHNESS JUST CAME:DSHES A ONE CUTIE PIE!!!!
what we could have been, 11:06 PM.
JUSTHAD NAFPA TODAY.IT WAS SO DAMN TIRING.ACTUALLY I WAS LIKE AT THE MIDDLE OF THE CLASS AROUND THERE AND THERE WQAS STILL SO MANY PPL BEHIND ME.HOW I KNOW FOR THE LAST ROUNED I WALKED LIKE 90% OF IT.AND I CAME IN LAST IM CLASS.MINGLI IS SO DAMN FREAKING IRRITATING !!!CANT BELIEVE SHES SITTING BESIDE ME FOR ALMOST EVERYDAY AND I SEE HER ANNOYING FACE WHICH PISSES ME OFF ALL THE TIME.JUST LIFTED UP HER SKIRT TODAY AND XXX TEACHER SCOLDED ME TODAY.LIKE SCREAMED AT MR WHICH MADE MY FUCKING PAISEH.IRRITATING FREAK.
IVE GOT BAND CAMP TODAY.AND IM IN XXX AND XXXX GROUP AND THEY ARE LIKE GOOD FRENS AND THEY ARE THE ONLY PPL I KNOW.SO JUST HAVE TO STICK WITH THEM AND I SCARED I WILL FEEL LEFT OUT.ARRGGGH.ITS UNFAIR ,WHY ARENT IM IN THE SAME GROUP AS STEPHANIE???WALAO THEN TOTALLY WE'LL BOTH BE DAMN FREAKING EXCITED.HMM,BUT STEPH IS EVEN WORSE.SHES IN A GROUP THAT SHE DOESNT KNOW ANY1 EXCEPT FOR ONE-STILL NOT CLOSE TO HER.WOOOPS.SADNESS.BROGHT CARDS SPECIALLY FOR CAMP TODAY TO PALY TAIDI AND SPEED AND WHATSOEVA.HAHAHA.IM NOT SURE WHETHER IM TRUELY EXCITED FOR IT.HALF EXCITED AND HALF RELUCTANT:[CURRENTLY HAVING HOME ECONS NOW AND THE TEACHER CANT SEE ME.LOL.SHES KINDA CUTE OR SILLY.I BET THE WHOLE CLASS IS DOING ILLEGAL STUFFS ON COM OTHER THAN STUPID MINGLI-FUNNY WOMEN.NEXT WEEK IS JUBILATE AND I REALLLY HOPE I'LL BE ABLE TO PLAY.THERES TWO SONGS ALL DAMN FUCKING NICE BUT I CAN ONLY PLAY ONE AND NOT REALLY PERF FOR EVERYTHING AND THE OTHER SONG PLAY-MAYBE AT ALL I CAN EVEN SAY THAT.ARGGGHS.I REALLY WANT TO WEAR MY BAND UNI CAUSE ITS SO NICE AND I LOVE IT TTM JUST THAT ITS A LITTLE BIG FOR ME.EVER SINCE THE INCIDENT STARTING OF THIS YEAR I WAS KIKED OUT FROM PLAYING IN THE CCA FAIR,I REALLY DREAD IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN.I HOPE MISS XXXX WILL GIVE ME A CHANCE AND I HOPE THAT IW ILL IMPROVE MY PLAYING SKILLS.
IVE GOT BAND CAMP TODAY.AND IM IN XXX AND XXXX GROUP AND THEY ARE LIKE GOOD FRENS AND THEY ARE THE ONLY PPL I KNOW.SO JUST HAVE TO STICK WITH THEM AND I SCARED I WILL FEEL LEFT OUT.ARRGGGH.ITS UNFAIR ,WHY ARENT IM IN THE SAME GROUP AS STEPHANIE???WALAO THEN TOTALLY WE'LL BOTH BE DAMN FREAKING EXCITED.HMM,BUT STEPH IS EVEN WORSE.SHES IN A GROUP THAT SHE DOESNT KNOW ANY1 EXCEPT FOR ONE-STILL NOT CLOSE TO HER.WOOOPS.SADNESS.BROGHT CARDS SPECIALLY FOR CAMP TODAY TO PALY TAIDI AND SPEED AND WHATSOEVA.HAHAHA.IM NOT SURE WHETHER IM TRUELY EXCITED FOR IT.HALF EXCITED AND HALF RELUCTANT:[CURRENTLY HAVING HOME ECONS NOW AND THE TEACHER CANT SEE ME.LOL.SHES KINDA CUTE OR SILLY.I BET THE WHOLE CLASS IS DOING ILLEGAL STUFFS ON COM OTHER THAN STUPID MINGLI-FUNNY WOMEN.NEXT WEEK IS JUBILATE AND I REALLLY HOPE I'LL BE ABLE TO PLAY.THERES TWO SONGS ALL DAMN FUCKING NICE BUT I CAN ONLY PLAY ONE AND NOT REALLY PERF FOR EVERYTHING AND THE OTHER SONG PLAY-MAYBE AT ALL I CAN EVEN SAY THAT.ARGGGHS.I REALLY WANT TO WEAR MY BAND UNI CAUSE ITS SO NICE AND I LOVE IT TTM JUST THAT ITS A LITTLE BIG FOR ME.EVER SINCE THE INCIDENT STARTING OF THIS YEAR I WAS KIKED OUT FROM PLAYING IN THE CCA FAIR,I REALLY DREAD IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN.I HOPE MISS XXXX WILL GIVE ME A CHANCE AND I HOPE THAT IW ILL IMPROVE MY PLAYING SKILLS.
what we could have been, 10:53 PM.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
YESTERDAY JUST HAD NAPFA.IT WAS SO TIRING.AND I FAILED LIKE 3????IN LIKE 6 ITEMS??I NEVER FAILED SO MANY IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE AT MOST ONLY 1.AND FOR ALL I DID AROUND 5 AND MORE TIMES AND BLOODY HELL I SAW THE PASSING MARK WRONGLY.IM A JUST PASS PERSON CAN LIAO.PEEPS KNOW ME BEST.WHICH MEANS I ACTUALLY DON’T NID TO DO SO MANY TIMES AND RETAKE SO MANY FCUKING TIMES.AND THE ASSHOLE TEACHER XXX TOLD THE WHOLE SECOND BATCH THE HOPE CLASSES THE ONES AFTER US.SO DAMN FUCKNIG IDOITIC.I WANTED TO SLAP HIM.AND NOW MA WHOLE BODY IS ACHING EVEN IF I WALK DOWN OR UP THE STAIRS I FEEL PAIN.PAIN.PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOING TO FAIL FOR MAATHS TEST TMR.INSTEAD OF STUDYING IM BLOGGING.LOL.
what we could have been, 6:17 AM.
