Saturday, April 17, 2010
Steph told me that having a group tuition is not effective.80%agree.whenever i just tell her about it.she justs gets irritated by me.and so called we start a mini argue.its like.whos the one hafvving tuition?and when i tell you the tuition sucks you just wouldnt believe.and when my grades coomes out bad,you scold mme and say i waste money.can anybody tell me wad to do??whatever i do is wrong.Arghh.Such an ass.Like why do i bother to tell you this when this kinda fucking thing makes us quarrel?IMA SUCH A DUMB ASSHOLE.whenver im trying to tel you something,you just dont believe it.Dont you get it,im just trying to tell you that you cant decide everything for me.I need a life too.Cant i object to what i dont want to do or don like.And whateva that is,i detest it.Just a moment of peeace i need please.Im begging you.I noe im not that kinda that have self discipline.IM a stupid,idoit and nonsensical girl.[donno how spell or got this word anot].IM NMOT A FREAK THAT DOESNT NOE HOW TO DEICDE ANYTHING OR DO ANYTHING FOR MYSELF PLEASE,MIND YOU.But,i noe you lurve me alot.I just wanna say,sorry for all this things.Sorry.Forgive me.
what we could have been, 5:07 AM.
